So frustrated........

I am so frustrated with the inside of my house!!! I am so not crafty at all and my decorating skills are horrible! I cannot make up my mind about anything and I am so back and forth and changing my mind constantly that nothing ever gets done!!!!!! We have been in this house for almost 2 1/2 years and it still has no touch to it! Besides the fact that we need a new couch and my husband wants to wait until the kids are a little older (since we can't have anything nice with three little ones), which I understand his point of view, but I can't stand looking at it any longer!! Arrrrrghhh. I just feel like everything is half done and I am not a person that likes anything done halfways. I know poor me....lol. It always bugs me that nothing is complete in this house, but for some reason it is really crawling under my skin today!!!!

We are going to miss you Titan...

We are sad to say we lost a very special member of our family earlier this afternoon. Our American Bull Dog Titan passed away. We are not sure as to why he passed. He had been acting kind of funny since yesterday and was not really eating his food. When Michael went to let him in this morning from outside, he did not want to come in, which was very odd. Michael had decided that if he was not feeling better by tomarrow that we would take him to the vet. Unfortunatley, we did not act fast enough.

We had a "doggie funeral" for him this evening out at my parents farm and burried him there. The boys are having a hard time with the whole thing. They know that Titan is in "doggie heaven" (as they say) and they are okay with that because they understand that heaven is such an amazing place, but they still have a hard time with him being gone and not here with our family. We all miss him very much!

These are some of the things that we love and remember of Titan:

-He made us laugh by all his goofy things that he would do.
-He was gigantic (125 pounds), we called him our security system.
-He cleaned the floors when the kids were done eating and then I would have to mop the floor because I was then grossed out! lol.
-He played so good with the boys (even though he would get carried away and knock the boys over at times).
-He would lay on the floor to play with Adysen and was so gentle and relaxed with her.
-He loved to play fetch.
-He loved to go on his nightly walks with Michael
-He loved to play with his cousin Chloe (across the street)
-He was the biggest spaz!

He was just the greatest dog!!

Titan we are going to miss you sooo... much!!

(I know this is such a sad post, but I had to keep it for our journal)

Our Baby Girl is 8 Months Old!

Things that Adysen loves doing at 8 months old....

-Saying Da-Da
-Saying Duh (lol) for Dog
-Waving Hi and Bye
-She raises her arms when we say "Adysen is sooo...big"
-Crawling all over the house
-Pulling herself up onto anything and everything she can reach
-Being outside/going for walks/bikes rides in her trailer
-Giving kisses
-Smiling
-Laughing
-Playing with her big brothers (she misses them when they are at school
-Being held (she likes to ride on mommy's hip)